IRONIC
She doesn't believe me
not a single word I say.
It's always 'You're lying'
or 'Stop exaggerating'
or 'Why you gotta be so sarcastic?'
Always she doubts
always she questions�
It's a problem
and she hates me for it,
but I can't say I mind.
With her doubt
I can say the things I need
from safety.
With ironic detachment
I can attach myself more securely
to her
as tightly as is necessary.
She thinks it's lies
when I tell her
'I'd move mountains
climb bloody streams
or eat shovels full.'
She can doubt me all she wants
but I know what is true.
Maybe someday
she will too.
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