YESTERDAY

I stopped hating you yesterday.

It was strange

like a flash

in which the pain

and the fury

and the rage couldn't last

and I stopped hating you yesterday.

It wasn't like I'd forgotten

all the badness

the suffering you caused

and the impotent anger I experienced.

They weren't forgotten

but they were put in their place

and I began to understand

the bigger picture

saw the plan

and realized that

despite it all

it was right

and I am stronger

and wiser

and the blame isn't all yours

and I stopped hating you yesterday.

Today, though

I'm back on track.

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