JOY


Your happiness irks me

and has for some time now.

That you can experience joy

while I remain

in my doldrums

is unacceptable

for me

� as well as you.


How can you sit there

knowing my pain

and think of your own careless joy?

Have you no feelings?

Are you so selfish

that you feel nothing for me?

ME!?


This is unacceptable.

You must stop this�

this pleasure that you feign.

It is unbelievable

when there is one such as I

in such abject misery.


You must resolve to be sadder

poorer

more lonely and alone

all these things must happen

and immediately

for you to feel better

about this wretched situation.

2005 - 2004 - Late 2003 - Early 2003 - Late 2002 - Early 2002 - 2001

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