PURGATE

Though I try to be free of you

I know it cannot be.

I keep coming back

seeking one last taste

of that which is so bad for me.

I can't help it

I see.

I'm addicted.

But what won't stop me

from clearing you out of my system.

As often as I can

I shall arrange a purge

expurgating your existence

from mine

over and over again

until finally it take.

I cannot be done with you yet

it seems

but I will work to limit

your presence.

Hopefully

as I vomit up all evidence of you

enough

I shall be free

and able to drink in

the beauty of this brave new world.

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