SPARK OF LIFE


It is over

and it has been for a while.

Life has been irrelevant

insignificant

inane

since his departure

and I simply wish I had recognized it

at the time

when I was younger

when I was dumber

when I could have made changes.


But no change is available

anymore.

I am without opportunities

without options

without optimism.

I am without

while he was within.


Why would he leave me?

Why must I stay here

with him gone

so far away?

Oh, how I miss you

my beloved

my sweet

my special

my pet

my wonderful friend.


Would that I could join you

at the pasture you've been put to

if only I could find it

but

I was never as good at seeking

as you.

2005 - 2004 - Late 2003 - Early 2003 - Late 2002 - Early 2002 - 2001

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