MISS YOU 5

An eighteen year-old tries to take me home

- a gymnast

who is delaying

her modeling career

to finish her education.

She is phenomenal

the kind of girl to masturbate over

when I see her in magazines

or movies.

She is incredible, incomparable

and she has deigned to spend

an evening with me.

An evening, and a morning

and I cannot.

I can't go.

Damn you,

you continue to capture me.

I miss you.