A TRUTH
It shames me to admit
that talking to you is the highlight of my day.
It diminishes my relevance
to state just how important you are to me
so quickly
and so completely.
It's embarrassing how smitten I have become
in such a short time
how reprehensibly low I am already struck.
I think about you when you're not around.
I worry about you
consider about your needs, your fears
when I should be worried about traffic
or employment
or the fascists in office.
When my mind should be on business
it's only on you
or your business
and what you've paid
in the past
and the future
and what I can do about it.
I am absolutely yours
and in such a short period
and it humiliates
and disgraces
which is why you must never know.
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