THE FIRST STEP

(conceived by am)

I am craving something, I don't know what.

I keep trying to grasp for it, locate the absence

searching for some way to fill what holes I hold

but really, I don't know what it is I want

or need.

I am wondering, I am willful,

I am on my way somewhere

but I cannot tell you any more

if I wanted to.

I feel confused, frustrated,

and slightly sad right now.

I wish I could identify the loss

so I could begin the quest

to find it.