MISSING YOU #218

This is too hard.

This is not the way it should be.

This is� this is�

This sucks.

Being apart from you

in this way

is the least of my desires

the worst of my fears

the greatest of�

it just sucks, really.

I know it�s what you want

and I know it�s what we agreed

and I know it�s for the best

but being away from the best part of me

leaves me small

and sad

and speechless

except for these surrendered sighs

which suck as much as everything else

and I don�t like this

and I don�t enjoy this

and it�s not right

and I miss you

and

this sucks.

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