DON'T LOVE YOU
I don't love you anymore.
I thought it could go on forever
hoped ours was an eternal font
but I don't love you any more.
This upsets me more, I think, than it does you.
I, who always thoughts ours was a love like none other,
that would always grow
always go � like a big blue balloon �
bigger
Bigger
BIGGER
never stopping,
never popping
simply encompassing everything around it.
But it�s not.
It's not
and the bottom's dropped
while my heart's been cropped
shot with slings and arrows - it's all gone to pot.
I don�t love you any more
than I did yesterday
which is, I think, the first time that this has happened.
It makes me think, perhaps,
that this might be what giving all your love is about
and I have spent it all,
when I thought there was so much more to give.
I'm not sure if I buy it,
but I do know
I don't love you any more
than before
which is stranger than I thought,
and I'm not sure I like it.
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