DISGUISED

When I write about you,

I'll keep it disguised

so you won't know what I think

I feel

I want�

I shall hold the secret

deep and dark

and down hidden in holes you'd never discover.

When I write about you

I'll use secrets

words and signs and names

subtle and undecipherable.

So if you're Helen, I'll call you Ellen

and if your name is Roseanna, I'll make it JoAnne.

And if your name is Augustine?

�

Shit, I dunno.

Gussie or Tina

or something, for fuck's sake.

It doesn't matter.

The important this is the secret.

The important thing is to hide

what I think

what I feel

what I know

what I want�

like right now.

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