THE VERY THOUGHT OF YOU


My girlfriend is leaving me

because of you.


Because of my feelings

my fantasies

my desire

for you.

Because of the looks I give

and the words I say

to her

when it should be she and she alone

I am thinking of

she is leaving me.


She thinks that I have been untrue

and in a way

I have.

All my energy goes into you

and she knows it

and has reacted.


So while, in act,

I have been pure

and chaste

and right;

in action,

she has left me

because of you.


It's nobody's fault.

No one can take responsibility

for this course of events

though, I do feel obliged to ask

'What are we gonna do about this?'

2005 - 2004 - Late 2003 - Early 2003 - Late 2002 - Early 2002 - 2001

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