IT'S NOT LOVE
(Slut)
It's not love, she says, but he lets me hang around.
He lets me sleep with him.
He lets me blow him.
And I think, Why can't I ever find a girl like that?
Why do I always find
the cold fish
the ice queen
the frigid heiress?
Why are all the hot women the loose women
the easy and the susceptible
why do they always latch onto others?
And I think there must be a way to trick the right kind of girl
meaning the wrong kind of girl
into wanting me
into having me.
Somehow, I think, I must find a way to swing this
to trick them
to manipulate the masses
to trick some quick chick.
Maybe, I think, if I act sensitive
pretend to listen
fake like I care�
maybe that'll get the job done.
Maybe that'll get me some�
Are you even listening to me?
What? I say, snapping to attention. Oh yeah. Right. You were saying? I ask.
I was saying, she repeats, it's not love�
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