BUILT


I can't do this.
I'm not built like this.
I thought I could live for the day
damn the consequences
ignore the finale.
I thought I could love for today.


But I keep thinking
about your job
my wife
our dirty laundry
and the days between them all.
What about my feelings
and your lover
and all the others?


I can't handle all this thinking.
I can't handle my thoughts
beating down on me
telling me too many things at once.
I'm just not built like this.

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