RAISIN
You are dead to me.
In my heart, I have killed you.
All the good, gone.
All the magic, moved.
The devotion, departed.
While there is no one that has done what you do to me
No one who changes the air into electricity
and the earth into helium
like you
with a snap of my fingers
and a wink of my wand
Poof!
you are dead to me.
Or� were.
For now
three days later
you've risen from your cave
a phantom
or zombie
crawling through deep into my nexus
sucking deep into me for all that I'm worth
which I guess would make you a vampire.
I cannot forget what happened
the awful words we spoke
the detritus we've let drift.
It's not like it didn't happen
and we can't turn back time.
You are dead to me
and some of those changes will be felt for years to come
but in these past three days
you've changed
and I think you're following a different path.
Filled with this unholy energy that attracts and repulses
all at once
you are now undead to me
life-like
for good
and bad
for the rest of our days.
But so long as you keep getting a rise out of me
I hope you remain risen from your grave for some time to come.
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